![]() In many situations, I asked myself " What if there is really none?" "What if I am one of the girls who will never ever be loved?" "What if I was born to be alone and matandang dalaga?". I abhor these questions!!!! Gggggrrrr!!! I would sometimes just try to be funny with my reply or '"smile" but the truth was I want to bang each one of them on the head tell them with disgust na, "wala!!!! wala!!!! wala!!!!" Plus a follow-up statement that says "I feel pressured already, so please do not rub it in!"įourth, the age!! I knew that time that the more I get older, my value becomes lesser. "Kelan ka mag-aasawa?", "O, asan na? Kelan mo papakilala". Third, then titas and titos asking the famous "Bakit wala ka pang boyfriend?". ![]() They are all talking about motiffs, rings and the love of their lives and here I am wandering and wondering if someone will come. I somewhat hated friendster, Facebook and pre-nup pictures and videos then! It seemed that time that everyone I know was having a blissful ending except me. Then, there was the truth that most of my batchmates were either married or engaged, and here I am without any prospects. Or maybe if I was cool enough, the guys would notice. That maybe, if I was like "her", someone would be paying attention. I thought that if I had the perfect hair I could flip in front of a cute guy or the perfect teeth I could flash when being introduced or the flawless skin the world would seem kinder. When I was unattached, one of the strongest lies I had to face (especially when it was raining or almost Christmas) was my image. There was always the question of, "Am I not pretty? Why can't men be interested?". ![]() However, one thing I know, the struggle of waiting for a possible husband is real and in many times, really really painful. ![]() At that time, I did know if I should take it as a compliment or a disease. ![]() I was always thought as the girl who will never to get married. ![]()
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